Brilliant Green

Evey bus trip from Punggol to Yishun, I will come across 4 to 5 large fields. Thats the place where people flies their beautiful kites. When there arent any people, the birds will fly freely around the field. Once they're tired, they will just stop and rest on the field. Those were things I enjoyed observing when I was in the long bus trip. Unfortunately, in a few weeks time, what I'd be seeing will be dirt and construction. Governments are clearing off all the lands for housing purposes. Ofcourse, I was expecting it as its necessary.. But all at once? :(

Kitchen Carnage

OMG.. Today's F&N Practical Examination was outrageous!! There was a total chaos!! For me, at least.. Four dishes.. I think I failed in all of them. The chicken pie, the fillings, instead of juicy creamy chicken, was some dried-up chicken. The chicken masala was filled with tiny black dots, which turns out to be charred shallots. Kuah dadar, 125g of rice flour and 25g of corn flour, I think I wasted about 65% of them trying to figure out how to make the batter round shaped during frying. With the help of my teacher, I managed to have two successful pancakes.. AND THE WORST OF ALL.. The carrot cake! Well, the preparation of carrot cake was pretty successful.. But somehow after steaming it for 2 hours, ITS STILL NOT COOKED. You see, that was the first dish I'd prepared, and after I'd finished all my other dishes, it still reminds as the way it was before I putted it in the steamer. Its DISGUSTING. And the teacher forced to bring back home.. And ofcourse, it still goes into the bin not long after it reached my home. Honesty, not only my time management is bad in the practical examination, I'd also wasted a lot of food.. But the thing is, I think the photos will turn out good :)

Its her 17th Birthday

Today marks another important day of her life, and yet, I'm not involved. Today has been a really, really unfortunate day for me.. First, I got back my maths prelim one result. And as expected, it was horrible. Of all the subjects, I had failed both compulsory subjects; English and maths. And obviously, with this bullshit, I won't even have an aggregate. This means that if this the actually O level, Poly is out of my choice. Damn! I'll have to work 200% harder now.. But frankly speaking, I did not try my best for prelim 1, I know I could've do better! The day became worse when I realised it is her birthday today and I can't do anything for her. When I saw her in school, I really really really want to walk up to her and wish her happy birthday.. But I guess I'm too weak. And she would blame me for being such a weirdo. I hope she had a great time today, with her friends. Sigh,.. Sometimes I just wish that some of my friends would find out about this.. And then I'd have somebody to speak to...

Time is ticking, faster than the 808 beat

HELL YA. Prelim 1 is over! How was it? I think everything is fine except for maths and F&N. F&N, I know I'm going to flunk it anyway.. I mean, I didn't study for it at all... And the moment I saw the questions, I was like... Oh well..*Rolls my eyes* But for maths, I think I did better for paper 2, and hopefully it can help out. Obviously, I can't afford to fail my maths. Mother tongue intensive revision will start next week... I'm still troubling on my F&N coursework even now.. A lot of people had already handed in, but I'll need to re-do. WTF... I'm so doom. After so many weeks, my teacher told me that what I had done was wrong, and I'll need to re-do.. C'mon! Why can't she mark earlier and return it to me earlier so that I'll have more time to edit. Now I'm rushing against time.. 25 May will be my F&N practical examination. 30 May will be my Chinese O's level paper.. OMG. Fucked up, seriously.