Today was the worse day ever. Went through a total humiliation in class. I got nothing to say about it, just that I know I clearly clarified my rights. My teacher thinks she's right, or maybe just for her pride as a teacher, I dun care. If I were to complete those five fucking equation, what would she say? I dare to say that I did memorise those five equation. Maybe it comes so unexpectedly that I suddenly couldnt recall it. Damn it. Unreasonable, thats all I can say. I mean, does she need to get so enraged just because I packed my bag, I dun even know she left things uncovered. Habits of mind teach us about managing impulsively. But I think she wasnt angry at all, she was just doing that for her own pleasure. I totally lost my respect for her.
Then again... why am I feeling humiliated? Being scolded by teachers are suppose to be common, isnt it? Maybe I dun often got scolded by teachers, and when I got scolded in front of the class, its quite humiliating.
September 24, 2010
September 22, 2010
Slack ~
It's sad to say that I'm already in holiday mood. I got 2 weeks of rest before N Level, and I'm busying watching anime and eating moon cakes. First of all, moon cakes rocks!! Especially ice-cream moon cake from swensen!! It comes in small quantity, yet it is so addictive!! I love the "Salted cheese cake" favour. Other than that, I'm also busy watching anime. I completed two anime recently. One is my all time favorite, SOUL EATER!!! The series was pretty short, but that might be a good thing as long series anime like hit man reborn is getting more and more draggy.. The storyline of Soul Eater is also very attractive. I wanted to watch more of it, so I went to watch it's manga series, but it was incomplete. And the story is somehow different from the anime. After Soul Eater, I also watch "Darker than black". I started off with its manga series one. Its a random story but it given me a rough idea of how the world of "Darker than black" is like. I moved on to its series 2, which is also incomplete. Next, being intrigued, I went to watch its anime. However I couldnt find its series one of the anime, so I straight away watched series two. The story was quite complicated, but I think I understand some of it with the help of wikia. Both animes are worth watching, highy recommended !!
September 14, 2010
Bloody Introvert
I hate introverts, so as much as I hate myself.
I hate myself for being a good-for-nothing introvert. This is definitely the reason why I can't make new friends, and can't interact well with others. I want to thank this thing call Internet. Internet allows me to communicate with many people I never thought I could in real life. But I hate Internet because it makes me rely on this voiceless chat. It's hard to express my feeling with a person looking at me. This results a situation whereas I have trouble identifying whether one is close enough to greet each other. Afraid that I might be rejected. Although I know that if I take the initiative to greet first, they will greet me back. However, since I'm an introvert, it's harder than scoring an A1 for science. FFFFing hate this way of life I'm living.
I hate myself for being a good-for-nothing introvert. This is definitely the reason why I can't make new friends, and can't interact well with others. I want to thank this thing call Internet. Internet allows me to communicate with many people I never thought I could in real life. But I hate Internet because it makes me rely on this voiceless chat. It's hard to express my feeling with a person looking at me. This results a situation whereas I have trouble identifying whether one is close enough to greet each other. Afraid that I might be rejected. Although I know that if I take the initiative to greet first, they will greet me back. However, since I'm an introvert, it's harder than scoring an A1 for science. FFFFing hate this way of life I'm living.
September 11, 2010
A long day
CRAPPPPPPPPPPPP
First of all, I want to officially anounce that N level English paper one and two is soooo much easier compare to prelim 2. And ofcourse, N Level part 1 is over !! Next paper is science at 4 of oct. Ok, so I'm having a break now. Two days ago, I went to watch my first-ever-watched horror film "Haunted changi" ( Local film ) which turns out to be a big joke. Totally spoiled my image towards "horror" films. But while watching the trailers before the movie started, one movie caught my attention. It's also a horror movie, and its "The child's eye" which is related to "The eye" series. Whats more is that the movie is stared by rainie yang!! I'd never ever imagined rainie acting in a horror movie, and I want to know how it will turns out. After the movie, we went to New York New York for lunch ( Teabreak for me). The dishes there cost a bomb. I ordered smoked salmon salad which cost $13.90 *Heartbreaks* Nevertheless, it was delicious.
Yesterday, I went for the WOW chase. I'm glad that Chen Dong, Han Byeol and Zhi Ying can join us. Yesterday's weather wasnt that good, but I manage to have a great time. It was tiring, yet satisfying.
And today, I thought I will be able to spend a good time alone with my computer, but sadly my computer rejected me by saying "Lacking of disk space". ==" I can't watch soul eater, i can't view my photos, I can't load any videos.
Ahh, I gtg now. Tomorrow I think I will be watching resident evil 3 afterlife to prove myself worthy for 16!! And i promise I will blog about Soul Eater the next time.
Ta-Ta~
First of all, I want to officially anounce that N level English paper one and two is soooo much easier compare to prelim 2. And ofcourse, N Level part 1 is over !! Next paper is science at 4 of oct. Ok, so I'm having a break now. Two days ago, I went to watch my first-ever-watched horror film "Haunted changi" ( Local film ) which turns out to be a big joke. Totally spoiled my image towards "horror" films. But while watching the trailers before the movie started, one movie caught my attention. It's also a horror movie, and its "The child's eye" which is related to "The eye" series. Whats more is that the movie is stared by rainie yang!! I'd never ever imagined rainie acting in a horror movie, and I want to know how it will turns out. After the movie, we went to New York New York for lunch ( Teabreak for me). The dishes there cost a bomb. I ordered smoked salmon salad which cost $13.90 *Heartbreaks* Nevertheless, it was delicious.
Yesterday, I went for the WOW chase. I'm glad that Chen Dong, Han Byeol and Zhi Ying can join us. Yesterday's weather wasnt that good, but I manage to have a great time. It was tiring, yet satisfying.
And today, I thought I will be able to spend a good time alone with my computer, but sadly my computer rejected me by saying "Lacking of disk space". ==" I can't watch soul eater, i can't view my photos, I can't load any videos.
Ahh, I gtg now. Tomorrow I think I will be watching resident evil 3 afterlife to prove myself worthy for 16!! And i promise I will blog about Soul Eater the next time.
Ta-Ta~
September 7, 2010
Totally, no luck
WHAT DA HAX
OK, today's SS paper was a total bullshit. I studied strategy to manage globalisation, it didnt came out. I studied for diplomacy and deterence, it didnt came come. I know that I shouldn't be angry, initially I knew that I was taking a risk.. However God just wasn't by my side. And after the exam, looking at those friend who bragged about how they will score for the paper just because they studied the correct chapter really pisses me off. Yeah obviouisly I know it's my fault. Anyway right from the start, I'm not intending to include my humanities. Ah yes, I will do well for my English TOMORROW !!
ALL DA BEZT
OK, today's SS paper was a total bullshit. I studied strategy to manage globalisation, it didnt came out. I studied for diplomacy and deterence, it didnt came come. I know that I shouldn't be angry, initially I knew that I was taking a risk.. However God just wasn't by my side. And after the exam, looking at those friend who bragged about how they will score for the paper just because they studied the correct chapter really pisses me off. Yeah obviouisly I know it's my fault. Anyway right from the start, I'm not intending to include my humanities. Ah yes, I will do well for my English TOMORROW !!
ALL DA BEZT
September 6, 2010
Lets examinate my goals
Hi, remember this ?
Ok, here is my goals for the next half year of 2010.
1) Study hard and get prepared for Prelim 2 and N Level.
2) Eat a lot and exercise regularly to grow fatter and fitter.
3) Take whatever it takes to keep pimples away.
EXTRA
4) Try my best to get closer to *Dinggg*, well, as a friend.
Yay! Although it's true to say that theres still a long time before this year ends, I'm just going to contemplate the goals I'd made and see if I'm doing well. :)
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1) Study hard and get prepared for Prelim 2 and N Level. - I did, and prelim 2 is over !! > 50% accomplished
2) Eat a lot and exercise regularly to grow fatter and fitter. - Not very well done, bu I did eat a lot !! > 10% accomplished
3) Take whatever it takes to keep pimples away. - Yeah I did but it just KEEP COMING BACK !! > 75% accomplished
EXTRA
4) Try my best to get closer to *Dinggg*, well, as a friend. - No luck :( > 5% accomplished
Anyway, I going to add the 5th goal
5) BE COOL :)
Ok, here is my goals for the next half year of 2010.
1) Study hard and get prepared for Prelim 2 and N Level.
2) Eat a lot and exercise regularly to grow fatter and fitter.
3) Take whatever it takes to keep pimples away.
EXTRA
4) Try my best to get closer to *Dinggg*, well, as a friend.
Yay! Although it's true to say that theres still a long time before this year ends, I'm just going to contemplate the goals I'd made and see if I'm doing well. :)
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1) Study hard and get prepared for Prelim 2 and N Level. - I did, and prelim 2 is over !! > 50% accomplished
2) Eat a lot and exercise regularly to grow fatter and fitter. - Not very well done, bu I did eat a lot !! > 10% accomplished
3) Take whatever it takes to keep pimples away. - Yeah I did but it just KEEP COMING BACK !! > 75% accomplished
EXTRA
4) Try my best to get closer to *Dinggg*, well, as a friend. - No luck :( > 5% accomplished
Anyway, I going to add the 5th goal
5) BE COOL :)
I'm Cool
Well, all I want to say now is, so far so good.
I manage to score a decent marks for my prelim 2, getting an aggregate of 15 points. That's truly remarkable..However, in N Level, whether I can do as well as I'd done in my prelim 2 is another problem. Today I'd done my N Level Chinese Paper 1 & 2, and I should say that it's fairly easy. No doubt I'm going to score for paper 1. As for paper 2, I just hope that I can pass, which I think its not nearly impossible. Currently I'm struggling with my SS. I learned quite a few chapters, which are international conflicts, deterrence, diplomacy and globalisation respectively. ( Chapter 6 & 7 ) It's a risk I'm taking as I'm not sure if those two chapter will be coming out tomorrow. Nobody knows !!
Anyway, just something random.
I think I'm not cool enough, even I admit that I'd tried my best. I don't know why; whether is it lack of confidence, low self-esteem, whatsoever...
I want to be as cool as her, and in fact, even cooler.
How cool will it be cool, and whats cooler than being cool?
Coolness's !!
I manage to score a decent marks for my prelim 2, getting an aggregate of 15 points. That's truly remarkable..However, in N Level, whether I can do as well as I'd done in my prelim 2 is another problem. Today I'd done my N Level Chinese Paper 1 & 2, and I should say that it's fairly easy. No doubt I'm going to score for paper 1. As for paper 2, I just hope that I can pass, which I think its not nearly impossible. Currently I'm struggling with my SS. I learned quite a few chapters, which are international conflicts, deterrence, diplomacy and globalisation respectively. ( Chapter 6 & 7 ) It's a risk I'm taking as I'm not sure if those two chapter will be coming out tomorrow. Nobody knows !!
Anyway, just something random.
I think I'm not cool enough, even I admit that I'd tried my best. I don't know why; whether is it lack of confidence, low self-esteem, whatsoever...
I want to be as cool as her, and in fact, even cooler.
How cool will it be cool, and whats cooler than being cool?
Coolness's !!
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