2010 coming to an end!

2011 !!! If you ask me if I'm looking forward to it, sorry no. 2011 is going to be such a significant year, a lot of years is going to happen, a lot of things is going to change, and its scary. I'm being a little apprehensive towards 2011 for that, but I'm sure I'm going to enjoy the year as much as I suffers in it. So its the last day of 2010. A quick recap on 2010, its not such a bad year actually. I got to know her, well, not sure whether I should consider that a bad or good thing. I'd quite a lot of fun with my friends, been through a lot during the N Level period.... Went to different places. Although it did not get really good towards the end of the year, as I got that ear infection and couldnt enjoy my holiday, besides that I think this year was fair. Everyone gets ill, its just the timing, but I know I'm really weak so other than working hard on studies next year, I got my health to troubled on. Whatever there in stored for me next year, I'll be waiting. :)

Christmas turns into Living Hell

Its been very bad recently. Its really really REALLY rare for my cousins to come to Singapore. And I can't even enjoy their visit before of the ear infection.... I thought of curse, taboo or whatsoever. What could had caused the cough, flu, sore throat, ear infection, ear blockage, deafness, dizziness, blur sight and inability to urinate? Sorry I gonna emphasize on that cause its my main concern now.. Do you know how its feels like? I use to think, "Why can't I hold my bladder????" and now I'm doing a great job. So great that it can't even come out. Forget about that, these days were like living hell... Can't go anywhere, and hurts like fish. Theres so many medicines to eat.. and of course, soo many side effects. Honestly, I rather take the pain rather then taking those pain killers with nasty side effects. Well, while I'm sooooo sick, my parents were the onces taking care of me. I'm so grateful that I'd such great parents. I feel very safe when I'm with them, and hope I can get well soon so they wo't need to worry about me. Haiz. God bless.

Another decision to make

Guessssssssss what? Imma going to Sec 5! Yeah I know I need to be responsible for this choice I'd made as the path in front of me will not be easy. Most teachers are intimidating us instead of encourage us. But I think its good as we don't know what will happen in Sec 5. They dun want us to regret in Sec 5 and waste the whole year. For me, I'd made up my mind. Yes, Sec 5 shall be my destination. I thought that I could start enjoying after I get back my results, but to get us prepare, we'd already receive a huge amount of holiday home works. We are suppose to pass it up on the first day of school... Crap, just nice, how am I going to finish them all... Recently I'm not feeling very well either, therefore I can hardly concentrate on the home works. I got a sore throat last week, and today my ear got some kind of infection. It was freaking painful, as if my ear was going to explode.. I bought a ear drop and pain killer, so fortunately it doesnt hurt as much as it hurt in the morning.

Damn the (date) results!!

Ok, here I am, in my grandma's house. My brother and my cousins had went to Kuantan. So why am I still here? Cause the release of my N Level results have such a great timing. While others are enjoying in Kuantan, I will be in Singapore either (1.) Happy! Score well for N and capable of going to sec 5. (2.) Emo... You know why... Ok, before all of this happens, I might be killed by apprehension. I know whats done is done, but I will still be worried. I guess its only nature to feel that way. The day after tomorrow will be the day which decides my destiny. I'll be going back to Singapore tomorrow. I was thinking of going to Kuantan after i received my results; maybe 18 or 19... but theres so many BB programs packed for me! I really really really wanna spend more time with my cousins.. (or izzit in Malaysia).. What I'm looking forward to is the Christmas party. I personally thinks that its going to be fun. I really hope she attends... or maybe not. I cant tell what she really is.. Friend? Acquaintance? Stranger? I'm sure she used to be a person who shares the same interest with me. How did it end up this way.. Cursed.

sixteen

Yesterday was my BIG DAY!! I wanted to update my blog yesterday since it was my birthday, but my day was so packed that I doesnt have any time. I guess this year, I got my most "active" birthday. How should I put this? I usually spend by birthday at home, with a small celebration with my family. Small celebration = Cake + Birthday song. For this year, 2010, I went to Malaysia with my family. We first went for a big meal ( lunch ). Herb chicken song and more.. Definitely delicious. Den we went to my aunty house for a little chat there and went to KTV. Thats how I spent my birthday!! I find that I'm blessed to be able to celebrate my birthday with my family. I'm also pleased that soooooo many people posted birthday greetings on my facebook wall. Seriously, all those posts mean a lot to me. And i very expected so many people to post. Taylor Swift posted too. lol. My friend introduced her profile to me. I dunnno if its really her, I dun care. But the thing is, whoever she is, cared to stop by my page and posted a birthday greetings. And..... I wanted to end this off saying " Game Over ". Yeah cause its all over :/