Love > Career

I'm actually liking Lee Yo Won more and more these days. She is amazing in Queen Seon Duk and caught my attention. I say she isn't exactly good-looking, but she is definitely beautiful. One thing I like about her is that she is married. I love to see that she puts family in front of her career. Nowadays, people rarely marry young due to their career. She, however, married at a young age of 23. After giving birth to a daughter and resting for a while, she went back to acting. She doesn't care if her marriage would hinder her career, and ofcourse it didn't. I've finished a lot of her dramas and movies. I've jsut finished "surgeon dong dal hee" yesterday. Gosh that drama is awesome! I very thought I'd be interested in a medical-based drama. Usually, I'd hate to see scenes of people dying in hospital and stuff, but this drama gives a different vibe. The plot are interesting and it delivers a sense of hope for me when I'm watching. On the other hand, it's love story is while awkward.. Lee Yo Won is suppose to match with a short angry guy. The guy is a true douchebag. I can understand how the guy had fallen for Yo Won's character, but can't quite comprehend why Yo Won's character did the same. However the last episode is cool. One of the best ending I've ever seen. Happy ending, not only for the characters' relationship, but also their dreams. A very inspiring drama!

The lonely top

I've just finished "Queen Seon Duk". I'm glad I'd bought the DVD.. The drama is seriously one of the best I've ever seen. In fact, it's better than "The Legend" without even having to put in special effects. The drama is not only entertaining and exciting, it also teaches us valuable life lessons. It also helped me realise the importance of our history, and the struggle our forefathers had put through in those era. When I watch the drama, I could feel every single emotions that lies in it. Lee Yo Won portrayed the character, dukman perfectly. I love how dukman and lady mishil always challenging each other in such logical way, exchanging wise words. I absolutely love how dukman always smile at lady mishil when she won a battle, in such a way that she is mocking her. Lady mishil deserve that as she is a villain. However, lady mishil isn't that bad.. she got her soft side, which makes me sympathize her when she dies. The battle between dukman and lady mishil was epic. The drama became a little bit dull after lady mishil died, since I hate seeing bidam becoming so skeptical and ends up betraying dukman. I hate to say this but dukman should not have spared lady mishil's man; they corrupted bidam which leads to the tragic ending. The ending was a sad one, but also a meaningful one. Usually, I would hate to see the main character die, like Dong Yi.. But this is appropriate since dukman died during the period too. The part where bidam walk towards dukman while engaging her soiders was extremely emotional. He was so foolish, loving someone.. yet those bastard won't leave him alone.. They made him turn against someone he loves. How curel is that? I'd also felt the pain and loneliness of a king. A king who needs to shoulder the burden of a nation, a king who can neither trust or doubt, a king who has no name besides the title "your majesty". That is why there shouldn't be a female king.. because the pain is too much for a female.. It's really too curel. I leanred alot of things from this drama.. and felt alot..

17th Birthday

I heard from my friends that the o level results would be releasing on the 10th of january next year. I'm expecting alot for my results.. hope I would not be disappointed. In the meantime, I'm spending my holidays playing my ps3 and watching dramas. Recently, my cousins from Malaysia came to Singapore, so I got a chance to go out for some activity. Actually, we went to Universal Studio Singapore. Finally! I always wanted to go... It was a surprise visit, as I was first told that we'll be going to the Underwater world. I didn't even bring my camera along.. But I had a lot of fun! I tried out the "Transformers The Ride", which opens that day (3rd December), and alot other rides and shows. Yesterday was my birthday and I celebrated it at my aunty's house. We brought a cake there and sung the birthday song together with my cousins and my aunty's baby, Chen You Zhe. I'm not sure... but sometimes, I think I'm used to having my birthday past unnoticedly.. Having many people around for my birthday makes my feel unconfortable and uneasy.. Still, I'm not sure.. Not sure how to react when they wished my birthday.. not sure how to react when they passes my the presents. I've still got much to learn. I'm 17 now.. 17 means I should be old enough to take care of myself. It means I'm able to think rationally before doing anything and make wise decision. It means I should understand better, and show compassion to the people around me. I hope, I can mature as I passes my 17 birthday, and become a better person.

Lucky or unlucky?

I was stunned when I heard that news; I could hardly believe my eyes. Han Hyo Joo is attending Mnet Music Award 2011 in Singapore! I'd a mix emotion after I saw the news. Could you consider me lucky or unlucky? Lucky because I'm a Singapore, but unlucky before I can't go. I would definitely go if I'd company, but sadly all my friends are not that into K-pop. Not that I'm, but I just feel thats it's very rare for such event to take place in Singapore, and furthermore Hyo Joo is attending. I'm not sure if I'd get another chance like this, to meet her in person - even if it's from a distance, I'd be satisfied. I'm thinking of going to the airport to see her on the date of arrival, or see her during the red carpet.. But I got little information about when she is coming, the time, and where the red carpet is held. So the probablity of me seeing her is basically zero. She is in Singapore, and if I misses this chance... I'd live in regret. Exams are over and this is a good time for me to do whatever I wish.. but because of restirction, I can't.. I'm thinking if I'd mixed with the wrong friends. I should have mixed with people who shares the same interest with me.. not people who go to church everyday as if they would die without it. Damn my life.

Top 10 Curshes!!!

Exams are over! Erm, I mean I'm just left with one paper, which is science paper 1, MCQ. The MCQ may seems trival compared to other papers, but it is in fact significant to my overall results. However, I do not need a whole week to study for it. I'll just spend my weekends for the revision, and in the meantime... Weekdays mean FUN! Okay, recently, I'd diverted my attention to a couple of actresses. I think I'm good to make my very own list of TOP 10 KOREAN ACTRESSES!!

Well, you all know that my requirement! I usually prefer simple, pure and conservative actresses who gives out a optimistic and innocent vibe. But, not all actressed in my list fulfill these requirements; some are simply too good to resist.

10:Lee So Kyung


9:Oh Ji Eun


8:Lee Ji Ah


7:Suzy


6:Ha Ji Won


5:Lee Yo Won


4:Yoo In Young



3:Nam Ji Hyun


2:Ku Hye Sun


1:Han Hyo Joo

The Sound of Love!

Secret Garden is indeed one of the most beautiful drama I'd ever seen. This is partly because of its mesmerising OST. I can be pretty sure that Secret Garden has the best OST among all the dramas I'd watched. Other dramas have good sound tracks too, but Secret Garden's is awesome. Another beautiful drama I'd watched is Spring Waltz. There are plenty room for improvement for that drama, but its undoubtedly beautiful. This is because of the beautiful scenery used and ofcourse, its OST too.
Well since we're talking about OST, I might as well introduce you my top drama sound track :)

*Not in order!

Dreaming by Kim Soo Hyun (Dream High OST)

Yes, this is one of my recent drama and this song really caught my attention. Its a very emotional song, and yeah most of my top 10 OST are emotional songs, cause I like them. It brings out what the characters in the film was feeling. Since Dream High is a drama related to music, there are a few other awesome songs, like "Winter Child" by Suzy as well as "Maybe" by Sun Ye.

Tire of love by Ji Eun (Pure 19 OST)

One of my all time favortie. This song always reminds me of the struggle I'd went through in my life. It'd also make me cry a few times. It's a very powerful and sentimental song; filled with mixed emotions. Even the singer herself sounds like crying as she sang the song. Pure 19 is also a very sad but heartwarming drama.

What do I do by Ji Sun (Boys Over Flower OST)

Another emotional song, from the ost of Boys Over Flower. Despite the fact that BOF had three ost with alot of fanciful songs, this song topped all of them as my favorite. I used to listen to this before I sleep, and sometimes I could actually feel the pain that lies in the voice of the singer. Truly remarkable.

Windflower by IU (Queen Seon Duk OST)

Yeah, another one of my recent drama. I felt in love with this song instantly when I heard it in the drama. IU is a very talented singer, and the song gives a sense of pessimism; bitter-sweet feeling. Somehow it reminds me of my childhood.

Love will come again by Ashily (Witch Yoo Hee)

Another one of my all time favorite. Ashily has a very unique voice, which is why I love to hear her sing. This is a very cheerful song which can no doubt brighten my days.

It was the first time by Han Hyo Joo (Nonstop 5 OST)

The ost Hyo Joo'd even sing. I didn't include this just because she is my celebrity crush, but the song really sounded very sweet and calming, giving a sense of serenity.

Like a fool by Tae Young (Beethoven Virus OST)

A drama about classical music, it is no doubt that it has a great ost. Besides this song, Beethoven Virus OST also consist of many other interesting music. One of my favorite is "Passion".

One Love by Loveholic (Spring Waltz OST)

Honestly, I like all of its song in the drama ost. "Cannon ball", "Flower" and "Guardian Angel" are other emotional songs in the ost.

Without saying by Park Shin Hye (You're Beautiful OST)

I did not really liked this drama, however I loved this particular song in its ost. Park Shin Hye, like Hyo Joo, has a very calming voice, and I love it very much.

That Women by Baek Ji Young (Secret Garden OST)

My favorite drama OST! Secret Garden ost! Seriously, all of the songs in this drama are awesome. Some of my other favorites are "Reason", "Here I'm" and "I Can't".

The prophecy forgot to mention the happy ending

One major subject cleared! I think did my best for yesterday's english paper. Although english can be unpredictable; it might be filled with traps. Nevertheless, as I said, I tried my best and hopefully I had avoided those traps and able to score well. The day after tomorrow will be Maths paper 1, following Maths paper 2 on the next day. Yet another major subject, which means that O lvl is coming to an end! This is the last lap... and I should be studying right now! I told myself that after O lvl, I'm going to try out many new things! The first thing I'd planned to do is to visit Korea! Regretfully, I'd to cancel this plan because there are too many problems. One of the problems is that I'm unable to check in a hotel alone sine I'm under 18. I can't sleep in my friend's house because it's too small. Without a place to live, how can I still visit Korea, espically when it's winter!? Guess luck isn't on my side. However, time should be on my side! Since I'm still young, I'm sure I can get plenty of chance to visit Korea in the near future.. Well, provided that next year isn't the end of the world. I just saw a video on the signs of apocalypse. Admittedly, the video was quite intimidating. But I choose not to believe. I figured that if I truly believe in something, it will certainly exist. I'd been through the highs and lows, especially this year, and I've learned to be optimistic. I tend to look at the brighter side of the world, this is all thanks to some wonderful people in my world. Some, I might have not meet them yet, but time will definitely being us together - Definitely.

Drama Fever

In addition to my recent drama list; I'm now watching two more dramas. Previously I'd stated that I'm watching Dream High and Secret Garden. Now I'm watching The Great Queen Seon Deok. At first, I'm not really interested because all the cast are unfamilar. However, since channel U is showing after Shinning Inheritance ended, I thought I should just try it out. I'd finished quite a few episodes and I say I've fallen in love with it. The drama gave the same feeling I felt when I started watching Dong Yi. I wasn't really interested in both dramas at first, but after watching a few episodes, they turned out awesome! The storyline of The Great Queen Seon Deok is also very interesting. However, what I dislike about it is because of its confusing timeline. There are many timelapse but yet some people turns old and some people did not. Its trival, but also annoying. The characters are still in their young "state". The young Duk Man seriously caught my attention. Her real name is Nam Ji Hyun, a young actress. She is one year younger than me, and for the first time, an actress younger than me caught my attention... Well, maybe thats because not many actresses are actually younger than me. The storyline is getting more and more intense now; 5 episodes a week just isn't enough for me!!!
The second drama is The Musical, starring Ku Hye Sun! I've finished the first episode, and intending to watch the rest after o lvl. I gonna say the only good part in the drama is Ku Hye Sun's part. Other parts seem rather boring, but I'm ensure it will get better in the following episodes.
4 Dramas! Usually I wouldn't watch these many dramas at the same time; I might get the stories mixed up. But anyway, all the dramas are awesome; definitely in my top 10! (Which means I'd need to remove some drama from my top 10) :O
Nooo!!

The dream, so far away...

I'd been very very busy recently, and therefore I did not get to update my blog as frequently as I used to. I'd be graduating the day after tomorrow, but I'm having more than a mix emotion. First, I'm glad that I won't have to see the faces of those disgusting vendor aunties as well as some of those obnoxious students. On the other hand, I'm sure I'd miss the time I spent with my clique, especially in school. However, the thing that had always been a hassle to me.. I'm going to leave that burden as I graduate. At the same time, I'd be leaving with regrets. Recently, a friend of mine find himself in a some situation as me. I tried to convince him to do the right thing, cause I know how painfully it is to ignore someone you actually cared for. While he can still turn the tables around, I'm ought to stay in this slump. Yesterday, I went to check some of the courses in Poly out of boredom. I went to search for that particular course which I'd land my eyes on ever since when I was taking my N lvl. The course is Film, Sound & Video at Ngee Ann Poly with a cut off point of 11. It makes me realise that I'm still not good enough, and the course I want is almost possible to get. Its like a wake up call for me. I really really want that course so badly. I'll work hard till the very end, no matter what the conclusion may be.

Period

Its about 2AM now, and I wanna make a quick post~
Recently, I've been watching a few new shows - They are secret garden, dream high and transformers prime.
Honestly, I got no intention to watch secret garden and dream high. However, due the their high ratings, and since they are currently airing in ONE Channel and E City, I might as well watch them. True to their ratings, both dramas are starting to attract me. For transformers prime.. I'd got a little fascination over transformer, so I'm watching. Nevertheless, its quite a short series.

Anyway, today I'm going to blog about this cast from Dream High. She is also Suzy from Miss A.



I first saw her in an episode of Running Man. Her pretty face caught my eyes, and I mistook her as someone from F(X). Later, when I've started watching Dream High, I found she was in fact, a member of K-POP group Miss A. Then, I realised that I'd saw her a few times in MTV channel, when I came across Miss A MV. I a K-Drama fan, not a K-POP fan, so I dun really know much from Miss A. However, Miss A did not leave a good impression for me. I was in fact, kinda sad that this innocent looking angel is actually from the seductive girls' group, Miss A. But, I love her character, Go Hye Mi. Obnoxious to the core, but she got her soft side. I'm current on episode 4 of Dream High, and I'm pretty much watching particularly for her storyline. I was intrigued by her and went to search on her via google. It turns out she is the same age as me. Terrified; celebrities nowadays are getting younger and younger! Its already time for my "generation" to debut as entertainers? I feels like I'm getting real old..

Expectation

Ok. Things have started to get intense... I've received my result for prelim 2, and I manage to get an 18 for L1R4 and 22 for L1R5. I past all my subjects, with 4 B3, 1 B4 and 1 C6. No As.. again. Although I'm really please with this results, I think I could do much better. I'm aiming for a 15 or below for L1R4. I dunno if I could do it.. Cause currently, SS is killing me. I'm not quite sure if I should depend on my luck, cause asking me to memorise all those chapters is as good as asking me to serve NS now. Its real though. Even for those chapters that I'd started memorising since last year, I wouldnt even dare say that I can at least pass them. I need to memorise at least 3 themes, with 3 to 4 sub-chapters for each theme. Seriously.. I would rather try my luck. I would totally lose my concentration if I put my focus on that many themes..

Anyway, a few days ago I've watched the trailer for "Only You" aka "Always". While watching the trailer, one particular scene caught my attention. My heart sunk when I saw that scene and I felt so uneasy. I can't even explain why. What I saw was a love scene. Yes, theres a love scene of Hyo Joo and Ji Sub in that movie. Its going to be the first time Hyo Joo trying out such scene, and I dun like it. Although its just some simple love scene with no nudity, I still think its quite inappropriate. But after comtemplating, I accepted the truth. I think I was overacting. Especially, for actors, there is always a point of time where they have to try out such scenes. I may not like it, but on their perspective, it might be a break through or sort of thing.

The trailer looks promising and I'm quite certain that I'd be able to watch it when I go to Korea after O. Back to SS for now...

Sister

Aww.. one week of holiday, but I have not done any revision yet. Maybe its because I was quite pleased by my Prelim 2 results, I'm getting a little complacent here.. I really wish O Level to end quickly. The thought of going to Korea after O Level really makes me jump over the moon. I've also saw the teaser of movie 'Only You'.. I might have the chance of catching it on theater if I can visit Korea after O.. Ah! I so excited!! There are alot of places I wanna visit in Korea~ Lotte world, South mountian... Lovcat shop, Mr Pizza... HAHAHA!! And the snow!!

I just saw some photos of Han Hyo Joo and her brother. They were really close and it kept me thinking; how wonderful would it be if I have an elder sister too. Ofcourse, there really sisters who are obnoxious, and all that... but no, I'm talking about those caring sisters who feels maternal over her younger siblings. Imagine a sister helping me when my brother bullies me. A sister conforting me when my parents scold me. A sister teaching me when I'm having troubles with my homework. ~.~ Wouldnt that be wonderful.

If I'm 10 years older

Recently, I saw a blog which stated a list of Korean actors that person would date. And it kept me thinking... Who would I date if I was born 10 years earlier and I happens to know all of them? (Wow! Dream come true!)

Heres my top 5 korean actresses/celebrities I would date if I'm 10 years older.

Top 5: Lee Ji Ah



Lee Ji Ah is my first Korean celebrity crush. I was totally intoxicated by her character in "The Legend". She was extremely cute in the drama and has gained much attention in her first drama. However, she is probably too old for me (Even if I'm 10 years older!) and plus the recent scandal, I'd really lose faith in her.

Top 4: Oh Ji Eun



Not much is known about her, but I was pretty please with her in "Three Brothers". Despite her age, she looks hot enough to be called my younger sister - Again, if I'm 10 years older. But other than her appearance and the fact that she is HOT, I know nothing about her. And similarly, she is still too old for me.

Top 3: Bae Seul Gi



Saw her recently on "Love Letter". Didnt gain much of my attention until I saw her Bokko Dance, and I fell in love with it. She is on my top 3 because she is younger than the two, and from my experience through "Love Letter", I could tell that she is probably a keeper.

Top 2: Goo Hye Sun



Beautiful and talented! Undoubtedly, she is the most talented korean actress by far. Debuted as an actress through Nonstop 5; she is now not just an actress, but also a writer, singer, composer, director and the list goes on. I started to like her in Boys Over Flower, but my favorite drama of hers is Pure 19. Milky skin, bright eyes and heart-melting smile. She is definitely a perfect partner

Top 1: Han Hyo Joo



Even a retarded kid would have guessed that my top 1 goes to none-other than Han Hyo Joo; my current celebrity crush. Young and lively, she is just like a girl-next-door, and dreaming about her being as your future girlfriend would seems almost realistic. I first saw her in "Iljimae", but didnt really gain my attention because her role in the drama wasn't really important. She starts to attract my attention in "Brilliant Legacy" and I had finally fell for her in "Dong Yi". Her bright smile is her most attractive feature. Her simile, unlike most other Korean actress, isn't artificial and its full of sincerity and optimism. She was soft-spoken, shy at times and cute to the extreme. In "Love Letter", she would stick to the one she loves and will never waver; be in when somebody else loves her, or somebody else loves the person she loved. She might get hurt at times, because she is a keeper, and thats why she is my top 1. I want to find someone who cherish her loved once, and I want to protect and cherish her at the some time. So..

Heres my top 5 Korean actresses I'd date if I'm 10 years older!

See a face?

http://tieba.baidu.com/p/1087353006

Hahaha!! If you look at the wall of text carefully, you could see the image of my girlfriend! Hahaha!! I'm just kidding, thats Han Hyo Joo.

Okay, I finished episode 35 of Love Letter today and felt really really empty throughout the whole day.. Its as if theres no longer any meaning to my life, since I've complete all Hyo Joo's episodes.. I wanted more. I dunno if I should continue the series; other epiosdes without Hyo Joo.. Perhaps the show is only funny because of Hyo Joo. Hyo Joo should have went for more variety show.. She was so good with games.. If she were to join "Running Man" as a guest, I'm sure shes gonna own!! Shes just 24.. not very young compare to the time she played in Love Letter; she was just 20 back then! But really, she did mentioned that she was good at running... So I guess "Running Man" is her type of game. Besides drama and movies, I really wanna see her in more variety shows. She tend to be more true in variety shows; I wanna see the real her~ Hope my wish would come true..

Love is in the Air!

LOL... I've been watching "Love Letter", a Korean Variety Show... I'll update my blog now to cool myself down, before heading to my room to study F&N.. I can't study with my heart beating so fast! The show really made me laughed my ass off. I watched episode 26, 27, 30, 31 and 34.. 26 and 27 are actually recorded in a day (the guest and all that, they are the same, and the story continues), and so were 30 and 31, and 34 and 35. I've just finished 34, and I'll finish 35 tomorrow. 34 is the best man! I'll tell you why. Anyway, first of all.. I watched this episodes because of Hyo Joo, but its really a fun variety show, so I might continue even after I finished the episodes Hyo Joo is in. Hyo Joo looks really shy in her first few episodes. She does not talk much and were pretty much isolated.. I hate choosing games, which you had to make a choice.. Hyo Joo was not chosen in most of the games; she did not even get much attention and time to talk.. Its really sad. But Hyo Joo is really really good in games.. She won ALL of her games, including the blowing of candles and Korean wrestling in episode 26/27 and 30/31, musical chair-like game in episode 26/27 and ball jumping game in episode 34... So she did not lie about how she was good in sports. I saw Kim Ji-Seok in episode 26/27, and he was like Hyo Joo, did not speak much. So I was rooting him for Hyo Joo. Out of my expectation, he approached Hyo Joo after he won a game (When a person wins a game, he could get a lady to do something he speaks.. something like that).. He was so sweet!! Hyo Joo should've being with him in the episode. However one idiotic guy claim that place... That guy later betrayed Hyo Joo in episode 30 and 31 but got back with her because he was guilty.. I dun think this a right guy for Hyo Joo anyway.. He may be talented, but he is old and he look like a player..I prefer Kim Ji-Seok. That idiotic guy I mentioned, he rejected Hyo Joo in one of the game.. Although it was just a game, I could see that Hyo Joo was greatly hurt. I guess Hyo Joo trusted him.. Poor Hyo Joo :(
But in episode 34!! Hyo Joo was the popular girl in the group!! Min Woo, Tablo and another guy all fall for Hyo Joo's charm!! Hyo Joo finally got what she deserved!! Episode 34 is extremely funny! Minwoo was great.. He was like going apeshit for Hyo Joo. Although Hyo Joo rejected him (I think she feels more confortable with Tablo, since they were couple in nonstop 5. Besides, she dunno with Minwoo was true), Minwoo continues his madness, shouting he was serious about Hyo Joo. Hahaha!! I didnt know Minwoo was like this!! Love Hyo Joo :)

A SAH! Closer to success!

Just woke up from a long... long? I'm not sure if it was a long nap, cause I tend to forget the time everytime I sleeps. And almost all of my naps were interrupted by my a phone call.. People tend to call me when I'm in my dreamland, which pisses me off. Anyway, I've received my MT O lvl result on Thursday, and I got a.... B3!! That really made my day. B3 may not be much of a big deal to some people, but it is to me. I really never had thought that I could get that result, especially when some of my friends who are better in Chinese had gotten like, B4 and C5.. I'm really satisfied. It couldnt have been better. I also got a distinction for my MT oral.. I was flabbergasted, cause I was sure I flunked my oral.. That's really weird and kept me thinking if I really deserve the B3. I just told myself I'm over-reacting. Yesterday, I'd my O lvl English oral after physics prelim 2 paper. I was really nervous and anxious, although I'd done like, countless practices and I'm sure that I was fully prepared. Well, I guess I wasn't prepared emotionally :/
BUT, it turns out my hard work and efforts were not wasted. The read-a-out was fluent and full of emotions. The picture discussion was described and inferred in details. The conversation, was interesting and relevant, cause I'm sure what I said caught the attention of the examiners. I never felt so good after an oral examination; for the first time, I felt that I've said all those that was meant to be said, and nothing was left out. I was elated!! I think its plausible for me to get a distinction for English oral too! Who knows! Hahaha!! Daebak!

Persistance!!

Ho.. I just finished Shining Inheritance episode 1 on Channel U. The Chinese voices are abit weird compared to the orignal voices, but its alright. Okay, this few days, I'd been searching for the DVD for By Land And Sky.. I've so far searched three places but all of them did not sell them.. Gosh, I think I could only find it in Malaysia now.. I KNOW I saw that item a few months ago in TS video shop at northpoint before they moved out.. Damn, if only I'd bought it earlier... Anyway, I watched the finale of Dong Yi yesterday.. Everything was great, but I think Dong Yi is too kind.. So kind to the extent that its quite fake.. But nothing is wrong with that. Its a happy ending, but I felt pretty uneasy.. Well, the last few scenes show a time lapse of about 20 years later, when Dong Yi died.. And the prince succeed the throne. I think its pretty unnecessary. They should not have show Dong Yi die, I mean, Dong Yi could have still been living 20 years later right? She would most probably be just like the most 50. Other than that, everything is fine.

BTW, I'll be getting my MT O lvl results tomorrow.. Good luck.......

Ratings go haphazard

OMGZ is it for real? I just received the news regarding Channel U showing Shining Inheritance after Dong Yi!! Two Han Hyo Joo's dramas consecutively!! This is heaven for me! Guess Channel U had witnessed the influencal power of Han Hyo Joo, haha!! But really, I thought they are suppose to show newer dramas? Dong Yi was newer than Shining Inheritance and it doesnt really make sense for them to put it after Dong Yi. I got no idea what Channel U is thinking, but good choice, its definitely worth it. I remembered last year or so, I posted on channel U forum, requesting for the drama Shining Inheritance. Guess they decided to fulfill my request after two years... Hahaha!! I love channel U.. This would be the third Han Hyo Joo's drama; following Dong Yi and Iljimae - They are all awesome dramas.. I watched all of them! Come to think of it, Channel U just re-boastcasted Iljimae a few months ago.. Han Hyo Joo ♥!!

I've been wanting to do this for a long time; I want to create a list of my favorite korean dramas! Here goes my TOP 10!! Well, I know I did this a few years ago, but heres the update.

1) Shining Inheritance
2) Pure 19
3) Dong Yi
4) Iljimae
5) The Legend
6) Princess Hours
7) Witch Yoo Hee
8) Boys Over Flower
9) Money War
10) Spring Waltz

Alright, its really hard on me and I need to do the dramas justice, especially the top few. Let me explain my reasons. Shining Inheritance, never fails to keep me attached to the story, it could be funny and cute as hell, or it could be sad and touching as hell. Story is perfect, actors were professional. Pure 19 got second, not because it is less entertaining or so. Its awesome, and similarly, it has both its funny and sad moments. However, the only interesting storyline was about the lead actors including Ku Hye Sun. There were boring scenes which consist of the older actors (Sorry). Dong Yi, awesome as hell. I got no idea why I placed it in the third position....... Nevermind, actually, if possible I would stuff The top 5 into the first position... And the next five into the second position. I think all of them rocks..

Now I know why I had not been giving the dramas I'd watched ratings.. Cuz all of them are too good and all dramas would be ended up in the first position.. Damn.

Be my "Han Hyo Joo"

Had a very satisfying day today! Got lots of compliments and recognition.. It really makes me feels great. Guess all this while, thats all I've been looking for. Anyway, I'm going to finish nonstop 5 soon. Nonstop 5 is really an awesome sitcom.. If possible I would wish to finish the complete episode, starting from episode one. I really wanna see how Han Hyo Joo enter the club and what kind of joke she made. I have a strong feeling for Han Hyo Joo; everyone was treating her so unfairly.. it makes me wanna protect her. I was frowning all the way in episode 197, when her friends kept forgetting about her party and neglecting her, I really felt sad for her. Maybe I experiences similar events in my life. However, I'm glad she got Tablo. Tablo was the only one who know her existence, who cares about her, and help her up when everyone forgotten all about her. I hope I could be Tablo; someone who help others. I felt her pain and I hope that I could make a difference. While there are douche bags bragging and boasting around, they are people who just want to be known. But well so far in my life, I guess I'm the "Han Hyo Joo". I'm the one searching for attention, while people around me don't even know I exists. Sometimes its good to be alone, but there are faggots who won't even allow that. There will idiots pointing fingers at you, talking shit about you. Ofcourse, I have pride too.. I wouldnt allow those shit to carry on. Haiz.. I don't want to be Han Hyo Joo.. I want to be Tablo. But I wanna find my Han Hyo Joo. Good luck to me.

Pure Love

A few years ago, I've an idea. I was greatly influenced by many romantic dramas, impressed by the power of love. I always thought love as a connection between two lovers; how it was able to allow one to feel for another person, putting themselves in their shoes, neglecting self-preservation for the sake of their loved ones. I pictured a scene where two lovers walking down a street at night - it was snowing and the couple was holding hands - they sat down on a bench and the guy took off his jacket and gave to the girl - both of them smiled. That was love, where both of them loved each other because they are who they are. That was in fact pure love. I was amazed and dazed by how noble love could be. But, have I been deceived all this while? Pure love? I highly doubt that it exist.

As I grow, I came to realise how corrupted humans' mind actually is. In school,or rather it beginned as early as primary school, students have been talking about sexual-related topic. Primary school kids... imagine a 12 years old boy talking about sex. In sencondary school, everything is worse. Vulgarities, tension , racism... its too overwhelming. Its impossible to keep clean and avoid being tainted. I've been thinking, in such environment, how could anyone remain untainted. What happened to purity? The love I'd always been dreaming of; does it exist?

Years ago, I was looking forward to my future. I was really looking forward to love. But seeing how love actually is, I came to fear my future, fear love. But I still retained some hope; hoping that somewhere in this world, or in fact around me.. There will be one who looked at my heart, not just the facade. One who will always be there for me, one I would give up my life for.

Exhausted

Alright, I could hardly breathe this few days. Suffocated by mock exams and coursework. At least I could watch Dong Yi everyday.. thats how I survived. Anyway, I should be finishing Dong Yi real soon.In today's episode, the queen has died.. Although I love Han Hyo Joo and Dong Yi, the Queen would've been my favorite character (side to side with Dong Yi) in Dong Yi. I feel very depressed when she was dying. Chances are, she pushed herself to regain consciousness because she has unfinished business to settle. When she regained her consciousness, she revealed the location of the palace nurse, said a few last words to Dong Yi and the King, and than died. Well, thats how exhausted she was. I really got goosebump all over and tears in my eyes when she told Dong Yi how happy she was to have Dong Yi as a friend. Damn... Why do good people have to die. Dong Yi was extremely depressed too, not to mention the King, who claim that he had not manage to do anything for the Queen, which is precisely true. Alright, Dong Yi, its up to you now!! CRUSH THE BITCHY JANG and avenge the Queen!

Night of Pretense

Okay, a quick post... Im using my phone to update, so who knows what could happens? I wanted post today because I have just finished Ad Lib Night; like finally!! I gonna say it was the most confusing yet meaningful and tounching movie I even seen. I know I know, its not convincing because my vocab isnt really powerful. I cant really describe what I really felt through out the whole moive through words. The movie was really deep and questions were poundering as I watched the movie. I think there were a few questions unanswered, but the main purpose of the movie was clearly delivered before the movie ends. It basically tell us to cherish and respect our family, friends, loved ones, and the two most important things; youself and your life. The movie is really motivating and inspiring.. Not many people might understand or appreciate the movie, but I say its one of the best thing you would ever get in a theater.

Nonstop laughter

ITS FRIDAY!! Hookay, I've been watching sitcom "Nonstop 5" starred by both Han Hyo Joo and Koo Hye Sun!! How awesome is that!! But before I go into that, I'll have a little talk about Dong Yi first. The series have been very addictive and kept me watching and watching. The charm of Han Hyo Joo is one thing, but the storyline of Dong Yi is awesome too. In fact, its so awesome that it stops my breath, which kind of pisses me off. I like how climax goes up and down, keeping me in attention of whats gonna happen next. So far, Dong Yi had succeed in bringing the former Queen back to the palace and Queen Jang have been demoted to a low rank (The one above palace matron, forgot what its called). However, a few years later, Lady Jang set a trap for Dong Yi, which causes her to lose her position and almost executed. Dong Yi had also lost her child due to a disease. How unfair could the world be? Anyway, I say the King has been quite useless. C'mon!! Lady Jang involves in the murder of the King's Mother. All she gotten was a demotion due (Considering that she is the mother of the prince). Well Dong Yi only happens to be related (Yeah related, she wasn't really involved) to the mass killing of nobles by the swordsman's society. Dong Yi is also the mother of a prince, well.. before he died.. And the punishment for Dong Yi is to be exiled (Previously was to be executed). So tell me, isnt it obvious which crime was more serious? How did the King judged anyway? And if he went according to law and exiled Lady Jang instead of just demoting her, Dong Yi wouldnt even be in trouble now!! It sure angers me a lot!

Anyway, I've been watching nonstop 5 for nonstop this week. I downloaded the show from a forum, but sadly it doesnt provide me with all the episodes and only some are subbed. Although I've been watching the series with random episodes missing, and sometimes I'll to GUESS what the characters were trying to say since it werent subbed, I'm just happy that I managed to catch some of the episodes. I say its quite a successful sitcom, making me lmao. As usually, I love Hyo Joo's character. She plays a timid girl who kept notes, stating the list of revenges she gonna take and debts she gonna pay. Isnt that cute? She always murmured "I'm gonna take revenge" whenever someone offended her and "I'm going to pay him back" whenever someone helped her. And yeah I think she goes well with the nerdy Tablo! They were cute together! She was also very clumsy and easily forgotten. Like how she kept falling when she was searching for Tablo in a forest, and how the crew members always left her behind, like forgetting that she was on a tree making the "leaves fall" effect and went back school themselves, leaving her on the tree. Or locking her in a coffin used for filming and went to eat (She was supposed to act as a vampire, but when locked in the coffin as the crew forgotten that she was inside). So Hyo Joo got herself a pretty unique character. Another character I like, undoubtedly, was Hye Sun's. Not much is known about her character yet, but I just find her extremely cute. Sometimes she appears to be girly, but sometimes she appears to be a tomboy.. So I'm not sure what she is. But one thing I'm sure of, is that her character was hot tempered, violent, and what we known as the "Character with devil horns". I love how she kept punching her boyfriend when her friends were around (She dated with him secretly, and punched him to act as if she hated him). She is also always seen with a lolipop, hahaha!! when it comes to directing, she demands flawless film. She will go and add all sort of things just to remove the flaw, even if it means making the film ridiculous. Hahaha, man! I love those girls.. :)

Contrast

Aww.... 3 days of rest, school will be starting tomorrow. Haiz. I've been cheering myself up by rewatching shining inheritance. Seriously, the drama seems to be as good as the first time I've watched it. Watching it the second time doesnt make the drama more boring; now thats what I call good drama. I'm currently watching episode 22 of shining inheritance, and I came out with a thought. Shining Inheritance is like a better version of Spring Waltz. Lets look at the similarities and differences: Both dramas have a rather pitiful main female character and they are both pure and kind-hearted. The two female lead also have similar name, which are Eun Young and Eun Sung respectively (Both characters were acted by Han Hyo Joo. Han Hyo Joo's character in Iljimae is called Eun Chae. Ironic? HAHAHA!!). Both dramas have a rich douche bag lead male character who turns good at the later part of the story. Both dramas have a awesome male counter lover who loves the male female character and treated her selflessly well. Well both dramas also have bitchy female counter lover and mother-in-law (Spring Waltz)/stepmother (Shining Inheritance). But why did I claim that Shinining Inheritance is a better version? First the storyline is more "lively", which includes funny and exaggerated scenes, whereas Spring Waltz is more plain; not much of funny scenes, but very warm-heartening scenes. The story of Shining Inheritance is also more developed. It shows, in details, how Eun Sung developed a feeling for Hwan, although they started off as enemies. For Spring Waltz, I dun really get it. That Jae Ha was such a DICK. I got no idea how Eun Young falls for him. Philip was much better! On the other hand, I prefer Hwan over Joon Se, although they were both good. Yeah, so therfore, I find Shining Inheritance more exciting and enjoyable to watch. But nevertheless, Spring Waltz is definitely another awesome drama! Anyway, I've finished episode 49 of Dong Yi today. Its not exactly episode 49, since I watches it at Channel U, and the episode isnt the exact episode of the drama. Yeah, the drama have been really good so far. I'm not sure how the story would last till episode 60, as it looks like its ending soon now. I bet new things would happen to keep the drama alive, but nevermind, I will see how it goes. I prefer the period where Dong Yi was just servant, and how she treats the king as the judge. The part was the most epic! Dong Yi is now the Palace Matron and she is not as lively as before, due to all the problems occurring around her. Sigh, I was time could go back.. I'm sure she thinks that way too.

Going through shit

School has started once again, life is hell once again.. I've been doing homework everyday, but I still can't complete all of them. Theres just too much of them! Anyway, I can't update as often as before due to school. I guess no one earn success without any hard work. Come to think of it, Han Hyo Joo also had her hard period of life. She debuted in 2005, in sitcom nonstop 5. She had quite a lot of opportunities for both movies and dramas, for example "Spring Waltz", "My Boss, My Teacher", "Ride away" and "iljimae" etc. But her efforts in those movies and dramas were almost unnoticed. If it werent for "Shining Inheritance", she would still not be known and recognised. Sometimes, I really felt as if I am not being recognised. All the people around me are always strangers. But then again, I have came to being open-minded. I don't really give a shit anymore. Friends mean nothing much, really. Eventually, I would only have myself to depend on. Ultimately, we'll be heading towards different path. In my secondary school years, I've learned to be independent, and learned not to trust. Its better to be hated, than being love for what you're not. I'm no hypocrite. I'm true to myself, at least. Like the saying that goes, "If it doesnt kill me, it makes me tougher."

Recognition

Wow, I've been rewatching iljimae. Despite the fact that I've already watched it once, it is still remarkably nice. That might be because I'd forgotten the storyline, but nevertheless its good. I think that Han Hyo Joo got a very nice character in iljimae (Eun chae). The reason why she didnt gain much attention in that drama might be because of iljimae. Iljimae was the center of attention and its no wonder that nobody paid much attention about Eun Chae. Well, same goes for Dong Yi. True to its title, the drama itself circles around the character Dong Yi, gaining much attention. But Han Hyo Joo did achieve a new star award for iljimae, although I say she deserves more. But the thing that bothers me is that she didnt receive any for Spring Waltz. Thats her first drama, excluding nonstop 5, and I think she did an excellent job on that. She got 2 for "By land and sky", 1 for "iljimae", 5 for "Shining inheritance" and 4 for "Dong Yi" (She might get more for Dong Yi in the near future). Well, the fact is she has gotten at least an award for all her dramas except for Spring Waltz, which I think she really deserve one, maybe best new actress award? Any case, she is doing well now and I'm expecting more from her. She is the most promising korean actress from what I know. Hwaiting and god bless her!

That won't do her justice, won't do me justice

Alright, just about a few hours ago, I've watched "My Dear Enemy". Well, I didnt exactly watch it; I'm not that stupid.. I just downloaded it in Funshion, den I will just search through to find Han Hyo Joo's scene. I heard that she was in that movie as a cameo, and the story doesnt really interest me, so I'll just do that..The good thing is, while searching, I realised that Oh Ji Eun was in that movie too. At first when I saw her, I was like "Is that Han Hyo Joo.. Wait, no.. She is someone else, someone I know.." Den her name flashed across my made and I hurried and google it. Bingo! Its her! Despite being in her 29/30, she is still really beautiful. I kind of like she when I saw her in the drama "Three Brothers". But her age bothers me.. I'm not into someone that old.. But in any case, she is really beautiful, in her own way. Now, time for the bad thing. You see, Han Hyo Joo was a cameo known as "Women at the bus stop/Voice on the phone". So I when to search for a scene at a bus stop. The movie was 2 hours long and I really had a hard time finding it. But I was hoping it would pay off. And guess what? I did it. I found the scene! I saw Han Hyo Joo standing at the bus stop, but I can't even see her face clearly. She was just standing there, waiting for a bus. She didnt even talk, and worse, she didnt have anything to do with the storyline. She was like one of the people in the "background". DAMN, that didnt do her any justice! Not the slightest. For a character like that, you don't have to hire a actress like Han Hyo Joo to do that right? Any Tom, Dick or Harry would do! I don't understand!! I was very disappointed.. I want to watch Ad-Lib Night!! At least I know it would be awesome, unlike this shit.. Ah, anyway.. I'm too obessed with Han Hyo Joo. School will be starting soon.. And I havent done any revision and I havent complete my holiday homeworks. Gosh... I'm soooooo dead.. In fact, I'm hopeless. But thinking of Han Hyo Joo chills me down. Heh! I really need to start working hard now.

PS: I saw how Goo Hye Sun and Han Hyo Joo are close friends! OMG, my two favorite korean actresses! AWESOME!

HHJ Movie Marathon

woots! I've finished most of Han Hyo Joo's movies. The previous few days, I've finished "Heaven's Postman", "My Boss, My Teacher" and "Ride Away". "Heaven's Postman" is a melodrama, which the story is somewhat similar to Jay Chou's "Secret". At first, it was abit difficult for me to understand the movies as I was watching in on fanshion with chinese subtitles. But after awhile I managed to comprehend what they were trying to do. As "Heaven's Postman", they need to read the letters for the dead. Then they will try to find peace for the senders, even if it means lying. Its really interesting, especially in the end when Han Hyo Joo's character realised that Hero's character wasnt human at all.. The person doesnt exist at all. But unlike "Secret", this story has a happy ending! For "My Boss, My Teacher".. I really hate to mention this. Han Hyo Joo act as a poor female student who actually.. had a relationship with a teacher for money. She was arguing with that teacher at a busstop. The teacher started to assault her and she dashed across the road. The scene happened so fast and I wasnt expecting it. She was knocked down by two cars in a horrible way. I was stunned when I saw that scene. Thinking of it gives me goose bump and an uneasy feeling. I would have cried if it wasnt for my dad who came into my room all of the sudden. Damn.. That was her first movie/project after non stop 5, and I think that character would be quite a challenge for her. Anyway, ride away was good. The movie was before iljimae and she looks real young. Ride away is more of a typical love story, and I love it really much. The ending was confusing although; it sure was a happy ending, but I am not sure if she is back with the lead actor. If you get what I mean... Hah!

Quote of the day

如果爱，如果想见。

"If you love and miss that person. Then, love can come again when you meet again. Just like playing hide and seek, no matter where he hides or even if you can't see him, he will always be somewhere waiting for you. Amid of countless chaos, just like the sincere prayers of love, the people in love will surely meet again."

This is a quote from Spring Waltz from Eun Young. Yup, I've finished the drama and its really really good. The scenes were very beautiful, especially those in Austria. Usually when iI watched a korean drama, I would feel like going to korea. But after watching this drama, I feel like going to Austria. For the above quote, I think that we should all believe in love, and the person you love. When you seem lost, just know that the person you love is lost too, for he is desperate to find you just as you'll be desperate to find him. Its really meaningful. Usually when I quoted something, I would change all the "he" to "she".. But not this time, cause I've a strange feeling that this quote is meant for someone.

Spring Waltz

Yay. I have reached episode 17 of spring Waltz. I gonna say that the storyline is good and this drama could easily be included into my top 10 k-dramas. I love Eun Young character; a very kind and gentle girl, hiding a dark past. I also love Philip; although it is said that he is a super playboy, but he is really thoughtful especially towards Eun Young. Also, he never fails to be with Eun Young whenever she is down, and he will always make her smile again. I really hope that they could be together... But the story is disappointing. First, Eun Young should be with Philip and not Jae Ha. And, at first Jae Ha and Eun Young got some sort of misunderstanding, den all of a sudden they stated to like each other.. Thats quite confusing :( but anyway, its still an awesome drama. Nice!!

한효주(Han Hyo ju) 왈칵 눈물이(Tears from under)(feat.간디(Gandi))

Personally, I find this a really inspiring song. She got a really unique voice, but for her singing, it sounds pretty awkward... Not sure why. Anyway, I really hope to see more of her songs coming out soon. Fighting!

Yesh!

Yosh! I was half way through episode 4 of spring waltz and it was freaking awesome! Yeah, u caught that. I was watching the drama, engrossed. But tudou is so undependable... the video stopped loading after a while.. since its already late, i decided to give up and watch it tomorrow. Anyway, Han Hyo Joo was super cute! That was her first drama, excluding non stop 5, and she looked so young! Hahaha, i love the way she responsed in english; her expression and everything, it was priceless! Alright, btw, this is the third day im using my LG optimus 2x. Even now, im updating my blog using it. Cool huh? Alright, im pretty satisfy with it except for a few problems. First the battery gets hotter as i use it.. and besides that, the battery dies really fast. That is especially when i played my games through HDMI. Speaking of HDMI, the graphic displayed on the tv was real bad. Its supposed to be HD! Guess i was expecting too much. But other than this few problems, i find this phone kinda of epic~

Han Hyo Joo ♥ ?

When I watched iljimae, I found that the drama was really interesting. However, I was obessed with Ejiah from The Legend back then, thus didnt find Han Hyo Joo attractive. But come to think of it, another reason might be because Han Hyo Joo didnt smile much in iljimae. Han Hyo Hoo's smile is probably her most attractive feature, besides her bright glowing eyes. I wanna rewatch iljimae, and this time round, put more attention on her. I also wanna watch some of her older dramas like spring waltz and By Land and Sky, but its really hard to find a dependable link to watch them nowadays.. If possible, I would like to watch her nonstop 5 and heavenly postman too. And if situation allows, I would love to watch her movies! Especially "My Boss, My Teacher". Damn!

K MADNESS

Yet another splendid Korean drama I say! Its been awhile since I stopped watching Korean dramas. Recently, a drama called Dong Yi is airing on channel U. The lead actress is Han Hyo Joo. I seen her iljimae and shining inheritance, and Im kind of a mini fan of hers, so I decided to watch the drama. Undoubtedly, the drama is superb. I always like the kind of drama where the main character is a kind, smart, innocent and somehow pathetic... Haha just so that its my cup of tea! Since its about Korean dramas, I will list out my top 10 Korean dramas! (Not in order cause all of them are great!!)

1)Pure 19 (Highly recommended if you do not mind long dramas!)

2)Shining Inheritance (Highly recommended no matter what!)

3)Dong Yi (Highly recommended of you like historical or crime investigation dramas!)

4)Boys Over Flower (Highly recommended if you like eye candies!)

5)Iljimae (Highly recommended if you like heroic action dramas!)

6)Witch Yoo Hee (Highly recommended if you just want to have a good laugh!)

7)Beethoven Virus (Highly recommended if you like classical music and stuff!)

8)Princess Hours (Highly recommended if you like fantasy!)

9)Story of the first king's four god (Highly recommended if you like fantasy and war related dramas!)

10)IRIS (Havent got to watch this drama but highly recommended if you like action!)

YA
Anyway, I had just finished all the episodes of Soul Special today. I watched it for Han Hyo Joo, thats all~ The drama, true to its name, is indeed special. Its not straight forward like normal dramas, and you might need awhile to digest if you were to watch it. But its definitely a worth watching drama, especially if you like Han Hyo Joo!

Brilliant Green

Evey bus trip from Punggol to Yishun, I will come across 4 to 5 large fields. Thats the place where people flies their beautiful kites. When there arent any people, the birds will fly freely around the field. Once they're tired, they will just stop and rest on the field. Those were things I enjoyed observing when I was in the long bus trip. Unfortunately, in a few weeks time, what I'd be seeing will be dirt and construction. Governments are clearing off all the lands for housing purposes. Ofcourse, I was expecting it as its necessary.. But all at once? :(

Kitchen Carnage

OMG.. Today's F&N Practical Examination was outrageous!! There was a total chaos!! For me, at least.. Four dishes.. I think I failed in all of them. The chicken pie, the fillings, instead of juicy creamy chicken, was some dried-up chicken. The chicken masala was filled with tiny black dots, which turns out to be charred shallots. Kuah dadar, 125g of rice flour and 25g of corn flour, I think I wasted about 65% of them trying to figure out how to make the batter round shaped during frying. With the help of my teacher, I managed to have two successful pancakes.. AND THE WORST OF ALL.. The carrot cake! Well, the preparation of carrot cake was pretty successful.. But somehow after steaming it for 2 hours, ITS STILL NOT COOKED. You see, that was the first dish I'd prepared, and after I'd finished all my other dishes, it still reminds as the way it was before I putted it in the steamer. Its DISGUSTING. And the teacher forced to bring back home.. And ofcourse, it still goes into the bin not long after it reached my home. Honesty, not only my time management is bad in the practical examination, I'd also wasted a lot of food.. But the thing is, I think the photos will turn out good :)

Its her 17th Birthday

Today marks another important day of her life, and yet, I'm not involved. Today has been a really, really unfortunate day for me.. First, I got back my maths prelim one result. And as expected, it was horrible. Of all the subjects, I had failed both compulsory subjects; English and maths. And obviously, with this bullshit, I won't even have an aggregate. This means that if this the actually O level, Poly is out of my choice. Damn! I'll have to work 200% harder now.. But frankly speaking, I did not try my best for prelim 1, I know I could've do better! The day became worse when I realised it is her birthday today and I can't do anything for her. When I saw her in school, I really really really want to walk up to her and wish her happy birthday.. But I guess I'm too weak. And she would blame me for being such a weirdo. I hope she had a great time today, with her friends. Sigh,.. Sometimes I just wish that some of my friends would find out about this.. And then I'd have somebody to speak to...

Time is ticking, faster than the 808 beat

HELL YA. Prelim 1 is over! How was it? I think everything is fine except for maths and F&N. F&N, I know I'm going to flunk it anyway.. I mean, I didn't study for it at all... And the moment I saw the questions, I was like... Oh well..*Rolls my eyes* But for maths, I think I did better for paper 2, and hopefully it can help out. Obviously, I can't afford to fail my maths. Mother tongue intensive revision will start next week... I'm still troubling on my F&N coursework even now.. A lot of people had already handed in, but I'll need to re-do. WTF... I'm so doom. After so many weeks, my teacher told me that what I had done was wrong, and I'll need to re-do.. C'mon! Why can't she mark earlier and return it to me earlier so that I'll have more time to edit. Now I'm rushing against time.. 25 May will be my F&N practical examination. 30 May will be my Chinese O's level paper.. OMG. Fucked up, seriously.

Doesn't seems like a new start

Its Sunday morning and its been a week or more since my family and I'd moved into the new house. The environment is good, and the house is beautiful! The facade was also nicely designed, so much so that people might mistaken it as a condominium. However I still need a while to get use to it.. Since I'd been falling ill or not feeling well. Got a 38.0 fever yesterday after the passing out parade and felt like crap... I'd been staying late this few days and that might be the cause. there is just so many things to trouble.. Feels like my brain is going to explode anytime soon. Anyway, I attended speech day on friday and gotten my CCA service award. The thing was, "she" had spoken to me. I sat on the wrong seat and well she could have just ignored it. Its awkward but she'd chosen to correct me.. Well I felt kind of bad. Maybe all this while, I was the jerk.

Home, part of my family.

Ok, this will probably be my last time blogging in my old house in yishun. My house is almost empty now; most of the stuffs had already be moved to our new house in punggol. Staring at the empty house, I still can't believe it.. "We're really moving?". If you ask me how do I feel now, I say its kind of sad. 16 years, I'd been living here, since the day I was born. I grew up here, the environment suits me well. Every corner of the house, even outside the house, in the wet market, in the playgrounds, contains a lot of my childhood memories. I believe I'm going to wake up in my new house and think "Aw, I missed my old house..." But then it would be too late, as there will be a new owner, and it would be their house. Not longer mine. If I believe theres an angel in every house, I'll definitely miss him/her. The new house may be good, but it will never be the same again. In 1 year, 2 year and 10 years down the road, I will be thinking back at the times I was living in this old house.. Looking back at the photos I'd taken... But it will only be memories. My parents had already went to our new house and they will spend their night there. Well, I, being a sentimental person, will be here spending my last night with the house. Cause the next time I'll only be able to dream of it. I love my house. I just can't explain why, but I guess all of you can understand. Its like a guardian angel who had being sheltering you for decades and finally, you're going to leave him for another guardian angel. ITS AS IF THE HOUSE IS A LIVING BEING. I feel as if my soul is connected to it. Whenever I told myself, "After tomorrow, you wont be seeing this, you wont be living here, it will no longer be my home." I felt as if I'm abandoning my memories... In any case, I'll treasure this last moment.

Advance, and bygone!

I still cant believe it; its as if I'm dreaming. I'm finally moving my house! Even as I packed my stuff and did spring cleaning, and witnessing the progress of the renovation of my new house, I still cant accept the fact. When I was young, I never ever thought that we would be moving one day. I'd been living in this house for 17 years, and its filled with emotions. Its really hard to say goodbye. And as I packed my stuff, I dug out all the nostagic toys I played with during my childhood. Its really to get rid of those stuff cause it contain memories. Moving house is like throwing away my past and move on; both happy and sad memories of the past. But on the other hand, I still quite excited about moving house. Its my first time, moving to a new environment. Imagine you had been trapped in a well for decades and finally you're out, and an unimaginable world filled with exciting activities are in stored for you. I mean, in Punggol, I'm going to spend much time traveling. In Yishun, I just to school and come back home, without seeing anything. Now I'll get to go to northpoint first, then punggol interchange, then back to my house. Its somewhat like a double edged sword as this mean I'll need to spend more time on travel..., or rather waste.

Beautiful confession

Hahahaha, frankly, I wanted to post something about how wimpy and useless I'm... Cuz I always get ill. But, no no.. I can do that later, but now I need to post some else, before I forgets it.
This morning, or rather yesterday night, I'd gotten the most wonderful dream I ever had. I cannot recall it perfectly, but its something like this: I was using facebook, and the girl I like send me a request on pet society.. Then, she called me and talked to me about pet society.. Its such a rare opportunity that I tried to make the conversation last as long as possible... Then she chatted with me in msn... Then she confessed to me indirectly. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL. Its pretty random and thats why it was just a dream. I wished that it was the reality, but I'm not disappointed either. The fact that I manage to get this wonderful dream makes me happy, and the thought of the dream makes me smile. Hahaha~
I should have noticed that it was a dream even when I was dreaming because: First, she doesnt have my number. Second, she doesnt have my msn. Third, she doesnt know me! But good try! Hahaha!!

No you're not

Term 1 is almost over and so far I'd been slacking much. Although I got a very busy schedule in school, I dont do much homework at home. I'm currently addicted to One Piece!! Okay, so the animes I'd watched so far are gundam seed, darker than black, hitman reborn, soul eater, maid sama and now one piece!! I'm not sure if its alright for me to get addicted to an anime now... 3 episodes a day wont hurt right? Hmm.. Anyway, I just did my prelim chinese oral last week and it sucked badly.. I just hate to meet those examiner with stupid attitude... Sigh. I got a BB camp to plan, tests to study and coursework to complete... Tomorrow theres E-Learning day and we doesnt need to go to school but it doesnt make my life any better, it just made it worse. 1 day of holiday, another load of homeworks. CRAP....................

A stupid story

Once upon a time, in a country that can't even been seen in the world map, lies a small town. Living there were ordinary people leading humble lifes. Among them, there was a boy. The boy didn't care much about education, and past elementary school just by luck. The boy didn't know his language well, thus having trouble communicating. In secondary school, he doesn't have much friend. His lack of ability to speak resulted in his lack of confident and therefore, an introvert he was. His life was full of insult, criticism, indignant and humiliation. He continued and came to a point where he realised the importance of education, family, friends and every little things in life. He spent times listening to music, while contemplating about life and wonders. He looked up to the sky and wonder what lies above the huge patch of darkness and glistening dust. The next big time was he found someone sharing the same interest with him. She was optimistic and bubbly, the kind of girl he like. The boy took the initiative to know her in an unrealistic world. They'd fun chatting together. However, things wasn't going smoothly in the real world. The boy was an introvert and find it hard to talk to the girl in the real world. Awkwardness starts to interject and soon, they started ignoring each other. If you doesn't know a person, its always easy to introduce youself. However, if you'd already know that person, how are you going to reintroduce yourselves? The boy was helpless and stress. He tend to avoid the girl whenever he sees her, and he knows he can't hide forever. Then, he had a thought. What if.. What if the girl was having the same kind of trouble. What if the girl was an introvert too? But the boy ain't taking chances. He was paranoia and know what was best for him. But whats in stored for him will only be regrets.

Servicing my nation with reluctantness and fear

My brother had went to serve National Service and I'll be moving to a new environment soon. This year, without doubt, will be different. There are so many changes made, and so many new difficulties. After touring around the NS camp base, I dunno whether I'm intrigued or intimidated... Maybe both. All the torture, training and brotherhood thingy, I absolutely love it. Especially those gun practices. But when it came to the thought of trapping in NS for 2 years.. DAMN! It is like being imprisonment. And all those tortures just suit it well. We gonna wake up at 5.30am and start doing stupid exercises and this and that, this and that.. Thats how we will spend our life in the NS for 2 years. Anyway, like I said, my dear brother enlisted to NS yesterday and he was like so freaking nervous. I was like, "C'mon, no worries. With such huge muscles, nothing should be a problem." Hey, if a muscle boy like him is going half-dead in NS, what about a lankey like me? Cut me some slack! You're going to be just fine, Bro! :D

The people I met

Its been a month....And I'm starting to feel the pressure. Okay, F&N CW, Science practical and Maths. Damn, its just too much for me to handle. Anyway, I just hope that this year of my will pass quickly. Really, spending too much time with my friends will only make me starts to see their unlikeable-side. Actor, attention-seeker, deceiver, flirt, hypocrite.. I see all of them. I'm going through everyday with my eyes closed, ear shut. Sigh, I just don't fit in. School is really uncomfortable, awkward and full of bad memories. I realised that I'm becoming more and more self-conscious, and I got no idea why. Self-esteem and confidence, I got none. I just hope to be alone.

Anticipating the following days

Ok. I shall set new goals for 2011! Heres my list of goals for 2011.

1)Go hardcore studying, pass O's Level with flying colours and join a course I want in Poly!
2) Eat aaaaaaaaaaaalot, get fat and chubby.
3) Practice reading and speak good english ( Ang Mo Style )
4) Boost my confidence and go EXTROVERT.

Anyway, today I was there when the alumnus went to get their results. The atmosphere was so heavy, its so intimidating.. I think not many people did well in the O's Level.. Sigh, its really quite discouraging to see them crying when they see their results. Imagine, next year, it would be me... Would I be confident or nervous? The self-consciousness will kill me! Sigh..

Conclusion for my goals for 2010

Ok, here is my goals for the next half year of 2010.

1) Study hard and get prepared for Prelim 2 and N Level.

2) Eat a lot and exercise regularly to grow fatter and fitter.

3) Take whatever it takes to keep pimples away.

EXTRA

4) Try my best to get closer to *Dinggg*, well, as a friend.

Remember this? Well, this are my list of goals for 2010. I almost forgot to check.. Kay, for my 1st goal, COMPLETED! I'm in sec 5 now so yay! 2nd goal, I think i tried my best.. I eat alot, exercise abit... but everything was gone down to drain when I got sicked.. Yeah, damn. For my 3rd goal, hmm I think i did quite a good job for that cause u can hardy find any pimples on my face. Maybe I'll have a few when my stress level increases in sec 5. Hahaha... And.. forget about the "EXTRA".

Path of dire towards my utopia

In a blink of an eye.. I'm a secondary 5, O's level student. Hmm hows sec 5 so far? Its been nearly a week, and I think its still manageable. I'd tired out an O's level maths paper, and it seems to be ridiculously difficult. But trouble is that I can't even do those type of questions which I was used to be good at. Today I got to experience how dreadful physics really are. Our good N's level physics were nothing but appetizer. But I know I'll get use to it. I must and definitely will. Today I went to take a tour in Republic Poly and realised that Poly life is exactly what I'm looking for. For that, I'll put in even more effort in my O's. Next week I'm going to receive my O's level F&N coursework A question. PLEASE GOD, give us an easy one. F&N is always so intimidating but for sure, it can help me score. Besides academy, my UG will help too, so I must attend! This path I chose won't be smooth but beyond it lies a paradise; or should I say, my utopia.