January 31, 2011

The people I met

Its been a month....And I'm starting to feel the pressure. Okay, F&N CW, Science practical and Maths. Damn, its just too much for me to handle. Anyway, I just hope that this year of my will pass quickly. Really, spending too much time with my friends will only make me starts to see their unlikeable-side. Actor, attention-seeker, deceiver, flirt, hypocrite.. I see all of them. I'm going through everyday with my eyes closed, ear shut. Sigh, I just don't fit in. School is really uncomfortable, awkward and full of bad memories. I realised that I'm becoming more and more self-conscious, and I got no idea why. Self-esteem and confidence, I got none. I just hope to be alone.

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